♥ Saturday, December 24, 2005 @ 1:43 PM

pardon me for the previous testi.
i was kinda harsh.
but i really love fcking people(:
guess im ALL FINE now.
perhaps you dont even bother.
what the fck. i dont give a damn no more.
im just so freaked out here.
everything's gone wrong today.
started off morning suckily already.
left home at fifteen, when im supposed to reach at thirty.
what shit la please.
was so pissed off with my whole family ):
sometimes you guys just dont understand that i HATE being late.
and so i started running later than them, tho i finished running a few seconds after they did.
i couldnt give off a good push, what about a sweep or a hit??
my hits were TOTALLY ughh.
they go in different directions.and i hate it SO much !
went 7 11 with nasima and fy after training. waited for fy to finish eating her noodles, when she got a call from pam that there were cones and bibs left. like...what shit la please. and so we had to get back to pitch to get those stuffs back home. and please, we were being so nice la idiots.
got home all happy with CHOCOLATE IN MY HAND :D haha. and i basically didnt do much after that. sigh.
going overseas tomorrow till monday.luckily theres no training, or i shall need to skip that training. hehh(:
ohh.btw, the "interview" i had with yap was so funny. shant enlaborate :>
i miss nadiah.
havent seen her in years !
hehh.
just that her cheerful face is always absent. mann.
so is jane's.
didnt see juanita today.
gosh. too bad.
councillors.
haha(:
i declined the oppurtunity to be one(:


and thanks to you, im fine now(: thanks for listening and all.
i REALLY needed to talk:/
thankew.
so very much.



Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back